Regression: when you take one step forward, only to take ten steps back.

I don’t know why, but the past few days, I’ve been back to spiralling downward into depression. I remember this feeling. It’s so familliar, and dark, and cold, and old. I don’t want to be here anymore. It’s like going to a place I never wanted to come back to. It’s like reliving a strange past that I thought I moved on from, but it seems like I’ve just repressed a lot of feelings and one moment in time brought it all back. Continue reading